So Jonathan has been gone for 3 months. These past 3 months have seemed so long! It seems like he has been gone forever. I can't say I'm used to him being gone. I still have those days where I just can't stop thinking about how much I miss him. I know the loneliness will not go away, I just have to learn how to deal with it.
We found out that he gets to come home in January for 2 weeks! I cannot wait! I'm already planning my time off from work and planning a few surprises for Jonathan as well. Is it bad for me to wish 4 months away??
Pray for me over the next few weeks. I'm really trying to keep my head up everyday and keep a good attitude about the whole situation. It is soooooo hard, but I know I can do it.